True Chaoz isn't aways bad

Alright to start off we both work for SeaWorld San Antonio and yes that’s where we met. She is a short amazingly beautiful girl that is very smart, funny, someone you just enjoy being around. She works for the education department and gives tours to our guests, but as well is very knowledgeable about the animals we have at our park. Her dream is to become an animal trainer and I support that 110%. One year ago i went into a break room area at our park and when I opened the door I immediately saw her and thought to myself that is a cute girl, but I wouldn’t think i would talk to her. So i walked along with my food and noticed that all of the tables were occupied and so I thought might as well try to seat next to her and meet her. I asked her if i could sit with her and she said yes. I sat down a little nervous, but kept it cool and got whatever information I can like what school she goes to, what department she works for. You know that kind of stuff. I remember only taking a few bites of my hamburger because I really enjoyed talking to her. I ended up leaving and thinking that I wouldn’t she her again, but boy was i wrong. After that i started to see her around the park much more often and I finally decided to try and purse her and it started off slow and good. We went on one date and hanged out a couple, but for some reason I started to get scared and paranoid that she was too good for me and because of that I started to not act like myself and weird around her. So she saw that and didn’t like it very much, but i made things 100x worse by running into one of her co-workers that i didn’t even know at all and told her that it’s rocky between me and her. Obviously she found out and told me that I’m immature and that she shouldn’t date me. That was a hard blow but I had to deal with it. The summer she work as a camp counselor and I was a janitor for SeaWorld for the entire summer. After summer I transferred to the entertainment department to become a spotlight operator for Shamu Stadium. It wasn’t until early November when I came back from a Halo 4 tournament that she texted me out of the bloom and I was sooooooo surprised and after that we talked for a few hours every few days. Until on my birthday (Novermeber 27) she wished me a happy birthday and everyday after that we talked everyday all day. We started to hangout more and more to the point where I felt very confident and comfortable with her. On January 5 2013 after having dinner downtown I finally asked her to be my girlfriend and she said yes. Ever since then we have had awesome times together, but like every relationship there are ups and downs yet I feel that we have much more ups than downs. No one is perfect in this world, but to me I think she’s pretty damn close. Shit I know I’m not I can be a little annoying sometimes and slow, but hey at the end of the day I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else expect having a great time with her. I really do care about our relationship, her dreams, and I’ll do whatever I can to make her happy even if it’s little things. She’ll be going to SeaWorld San Diego to be a resident camp counselor for the summer and I’m sure she is going to have a blast!!! Well today is our 4 month anniversary and I felted like doing something and write about it to remind  me how lucky I am.

Its been a while since I’ve seen my tumblr i usually just scroll on the dashboard and look at pictures, but I’ve finally decided to start i guess blogging about my life and what goes through my mind. Still working at SeaWorld San Antonio and still a spotlight operator at Shamu Stadium and now I feel like the luckiest man in the world to have my girlfriend, but ill touch on that later. In about a year i should be done with community college and have an associate degree in Film. Still playing Halo 4 and competing in tournaments around the country, but who knows if i’ll be still playing soon. And yes just like everyone in this world I have problems too with all sorts of things, but i gotta keep smiling and stay true to myself and the people are care about most in life. We’ll see where life will take me.

Dr Chaoz (Mario Moreno)